Do you desire to have more money but something always seems to be working against that dream? Do you ever take a drive through the nice part of town, wishing you lived there? Ever follow a nice car driving down the street and think ‘must be nice?’ What about flipping through a magazine and wonder what it’s like to own designer clothes? It doesn’t seem to matter what you do, the money just doesn’t show up. Like a clogged ice machine wanting to let you have that ice, your mind also might be trying to let you have money but it can’t get past a block. Basically what a block does is prevents you from your desired result, only it’s done subconsciously. Just how you can’t see the clogged ice, neither can you see the block in your brain.
After a long talk with my coach I came to realize I have been carrying at least one money block most of my life. The block can be traced back from childhood growing up with two parents working all the time, leaving me always craving more attention from them. My mother worked as an assistant manager while my father got his business off the ground, both putting in more hours at work than at home. This intensified when I became a mother myself. I remember very clearly attempting to return to night classes after my first was still an infant and the guilt just ate me up. I ended up quitting college (I enrolled online later) because I never wanted my babies to feel like they weren’t my main priority.
Fast forward almost 15 years and I have three children that I feel blessed to have been able to be here for every day. As they have gotten older I have attempted to earn money to help with the family finance, but I just have never been successful. Something always prevents me from reaching my goals, no matter how excited I am for my new venture. I have invested in websites, products, office supplies...hundreds of dollars worth of failures (I mean feedback). What this left me with was such a feeling of self-hate that it turned into depression and a state of self-destructive behavior.
If you have ever been in this frame of mind or seem to never get ahead, you may just have a money block yourself. The good news my friends is you don’t have to continue to live this way! One of the benefits of working with a coach and getting certified as a coach myself is being able to heal. Healing after years of pain is an experience beyond words. How did I go this long hating myself? I‘m allowing myself to earn money knowing I am still a great Mama and nothing about that will ever change. I can’t wait to teach you all the techniques and tools I’m learning to release blocks in the subconscious mind so that you also can experience freedom and tap into the potential you have waiting inside!!
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